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When something ends and after I grieve it, I ask myself, I wonder who I am going to be after this? Until I can look back at this moment with strength, I wait it out.

Who I rise as is always worth the old me that I bury. Though I feel so deeply and when things end I feel like it kills me a little bit, re-building my world is my favorite thing to do.

After my ex, the girl he knew was no longer. I learned what loyalty means on a deeper level. Because of what I experienced, it gave me a new non-negotiable. If I can’t trust you, I can’t love you. After betrayal in friendships, I learned the art of privacy. Not everyone around me needs to know of the blessings that I hold dear to my heart. Somethings are worth keeping sacred. In giving too much, I learned to draw the line when my giving was being taken for granted. So I raised my standard for the person I was going to be and for the people I was going to keep around me.