I know what I was feeling and like many other times I don’t know what I was thinking. But this day, the pain inside me was if you could paint a picture, you could say it was a black hole. It was so dark. It was so deep. I had buried and tucked away all the pain and with enough time, I couldn’t it feel anymore. I couldn’t feel anything. I was numb to things that should have mattered. I was numb to life. I felt nothing and everything at the same time. How could that even be?
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