Walking into something new

God came to give me life again. It was a dark place I was in. He came and his light was more than enough. 

I knew I started healing when I would wake-up and feel excited. Excited at nothing and for no reason. Actually, all the reasons to be happy were found in all the little things. I  woke up one day and my life was in color again. It was vibrant and everything had life. 

God gave me a new life and I didn’t even notice when he did it. It was even in the moments when things happened that should have had me crashing down, I felt ok. Crying was just surface stuff and a relief to feel better again but the deep pain was gone. 

Somehow I could be sad about one thing but feel joy about everything else. It was because of moments like those that I feel the need for everyone else to understand how much your life can change if you call out to him. 

Life without God was dark, painful, hurtful, exhausting (really, you get tired of carrying the weight). Life with God is like having a lamp in the dark (you’re never without light). 

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