It is so true what they say when they say that “those who can’t, teach.” God made me laugh so much throughout my journey because of the way he chose to show me things. It was through my own writing!
At the time I wrote the words that I wrote, I knew what I wanted to say but I have to give God credit for showing me how to say it. I thought I was sure of my own thoughts and feelings but as I was writing I would soon find out how much deeper things were.
What I thought I felt and thought at the time was really only a scratch on the surface of what things rooted deep inside of me. I wish I could say they were pretty things but the truth is that they were buried deep for a reason. I didn’t want to have to face them. I didn’t want to even acknowledge them and with enough time passing by, I would soon forget the root of the problem. I am pretty sure that is the reason, I had so many “how and why did this happen again moments.”

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